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I felt like I lost God
Hello guys,
I want to get something off of my chest that has happened to me 3 years ago. I've had a traumatic experience that triggered my OCD really badly, and I've also experienced one of the most difficult losses in my life.
I used to be such a strong believer and I believed strongly in God and it was my purpose of life, but then I don't know what happened to me, I just felt within me deep emptiness, I thought I wasn't "saved" and I would cry out to God and I would see no response. Slowly, my faith started shaking and I lost it slowly and I blamed myself over it, I would cry day and night and I experienced the most difficult pain in my life because I have given my life for his sake.
3 years later (now), I'm left with the inability to have faith or trust, I am unable to believe anymore and I don't know what to call myself. I am even afraid to call myself an "agnostic" or someone who doesn't know if God is even there, I am so confused. How do I believe again?
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