What do I do first?

DeanD

@Bobby4361... Welcome to the community. I'm sorry you're struggling with porn addiction. Please know that you are not alone. There are so many people in similar situations. 

I suggest you peruse the posts in these forums. You may find something that resonates with you. There's also an excellent site that was created to help people addicted to porn. It was created by someone who used to be addicted to porn and wanted to help other people. Here's the link:

NoFap.com

There's some really great information there.

We're here to offer you help and support, my friend. So please don't hesitate to reach out whenever you feel the need.

Sending you lots of positive energy.

dominica

@Bobby4361...Welcome!  I'm glad you reached out to us and more importantly accepting the fact you are addict to porn and need help.  I think sometimes people accept those with drug addictions and alcoholism more openly than those who are addicted to porn.  However, an addiction is just that, regardless of what we are addicted to.

Please reach out to us, visit the link DeanD suggested, maybe look into seeing a therapist, set up software on your computer to block pornography sites.  You took an important step today, and I want you to know we are here for you every step of the way.  

As always, sending positive thoughts!